Many things has happened for the past few days between me and Aliff.
Nothing surprising actually.
A lot of questions popped out from my mind, and answers I need to seek for.
Everything are just complicated and confusing.
And I dont think Im ready for this. I gotta admit, being a 15 year old girl,
its difficult. So I gotta turn to somebody and I wanna hear 'em say that
I'll be fine. That I dont have to go through this the hard way.

So I called Salam.
Yes his my bestfriend. Um he helped me, going through this madness.
We talked over the phone for 3 hours straight 11pm-2am.
The situation got easier after that. But we still need to find out something though.
like who, how and why...
I would post the full detail of whats going on here but I figured its too personal.
I wanna private my blog but, Im afraid if I invited the wrong people. Hm.

All I conclude from here is that, dont I mean never bottle up your feelings.
It wont do you any good neither does it help.
Spill to somebody. Somebody whom you can depend on alot.
Cry everything out of you and hopefully, everything will be fine.

Right now for me, Im tryin to um, ignore and get on with life hopefully.
wish me luck *cross fingers*